In this neighborhood there is stability and the ooze of excess seeping out from under the door of every house. The sidewalk tiles make me feel at home although I haven't lived on a street with a sidewalk like that since 1984.

homesickness is just wanting to be somewhere else. tiredness of the humming of one rhythm and longing for the clip clop of another.

darkness and more darkness. it's inescapable. i want the sun back.